north-south

Since friday, I was assigned to use other's pc (again!) in the office. but this time, it's not the CPU which Adjusted itself to come to my place. I was the one whom to go tho its place. And the place happens to be on the other end of the building. My own place, and where my teammates are, is on the southest wing of the building, and the PCs I am to use, is on the northest wing (on the CAD section). That means, if I happen to have a question to ask my boss or my coleagues, related or even not related to the projecy we are working, I need to walk the corridor from end to end. I hope I already finish the drawings by tommorrow so I can go back to my place, that is if my PC is already fixed. My Pc had been pulled out by IT since yesterday to upgrade it to Windows XP. Yes, my PC is still Windows 2000, and its the only one in the office.

Never felt this before

I am home, I think I am.

I never had felt this in my entire 2 years of being a career person, not until 6 months ago.

I feel free, Yes I think I am, a little bit.

I never had this feeling for the longest time. At least now I have a time for social life.

I feel I have worth now, For sure I did, and will.

I don't feel worthless now. I can raise my head up high in the crowd.

I am, and hopefully, will always be. I love my life now. I am happy.

One things lacking, for sure, of my identity, the Juliet I've been waiting for almost 24 years now, And hopefully won't take me long to finally see her, and have her. then I will be complete.

sleep with my girl

nope, it's not me.

i had been hearing of some friends sleeping on their girlfriends' [someone else's girlfriend for one of them] room. now i wonder what is happpening in there or am i just over reacting.

sleeping nothing more?

candy coated outside, hallow inside

I am your most prized possession. I'm a bird made of ceramic, or maybe of fine glass, with wings spread wide open, as if getting ready for a flight.

yet, I'm jail in a crystal cage, unable to take the flight.

someday, this glass orament will soon be broken, forgotten, not remembered by anyone.

That is the saddest truth, that up til now, I can't understand.

the plumber is glorified

It's been almost a year since I had my last post here in my blog. hiding on some other else's name.

but now is a different story. I'll no longer hiding my identity, I don't have to!

It's a brand new start, I no longer feel the emptyness inside me, yet I can't assure myself I'm totally feeling complete. I've moved on from a long winter of my life, snow on my hand has been thawed! now, I'm moving from spring to summer, trying to see a new perspective of life. A better life that is.

And I hope this will start me from blogging again, this time i hope it won't be as dramatic as the previous posts.

Now, the plumber is already glorified.