Never felt this before

I am home, I think I am.

I never had felt this in my entire 2 years of being a career person, not until 6 months ago.

I feel free, Yes I think I am, a little bit.

I never had this feeling for the longest time. At least now I have a time for social life.

I feel I have worth now, For sure I did, and will.

I don't feel worthless now. I can raise my head up high in the crowd.

I am, and hopefully, will always be. I love my life now. I am happy.

One things lacking, for sure, of my identity, the Juliet I've been waiting for almost 24 years now, And hopefully won't take me long to finally see her, and have her. then I will be complete.

sleep with my girl

nope, it's not me.

i had been hearing of some friends sleeping on their girlfriends' [someone else's girlfriend for one of them] room. now i wonder what is happpening in there or am i just over reacting.

sleeping nothing more?

candy coated outside, hallow inside

I am your most prized possession. I'm a bird made of ceramic, or maybe of fine glass, with wings spread wide open, as if getting ready for a flight.

yet, I'm jail in a crystal cage, unable to take the flight.

someday, this glass orament will soon be broken, forgotten, not remembered by anyone.

That is the saddest truth, that up til now, I can't understand.